Today was her birthday.
She woke up before the alarm, not because she was excited, but because she couldn’t sleep. Birthdays had always been difficult for her. Every year, she hoped this one might be different — that someone, anyone, would remember.
She stood in front of the mirror for a long time. The face staring back at her was a face the world never treated kindly. A face that invited stares, whispers, silence. A face people noticed for the wrong reasons.
As a child, she learned early that kindness wasn’t given freely to people who looked different. At school, birthdays meant watching others receive hugs, gifts, and laughter — while she sat quietly, pretending it didn’t hurt.
She told herself she had grown stronger with age.
She told herself she didn’t need validation.
But today, the silence felt heavier than ever.
She made herself a cup of tea and sat by the window, phone in hand. Minutes passed. Then hours. The screen stayed dark. No calls. No messages. Not even a simple “Happy Birthday.”
She remembered every time she had shown up for others. Every birthday she celebrated for someone else. Every smile she forced so others wouldn’t feel uncomfortable around her.
And yet… today, she felt invisible.
She didn’t want gifts.
She didn’t want attention.
She just wanted to feel remembered.
At one point, she whispered to herself:
“Maybe I really don’t matter.”
But deep inside, there was still a fragile hope — that somewhere, someone might read her story and finally see her. Not as someone to pity. Not as someone to ignore.
But as someone human.
