This story underscores how fragile and unpredictable life can be, even for someone who appeared vigorous, optimistic, and fully engaged in the joys and exhaustion of early motherhood. Her account of acute myeloid leukemia, the brutal cycles of chemotherapy, and the cautious hope invested in cutting-edge treatments like CAR-T-cell therapy illustrates both the promise and the profound limitations of modern medicine. She manages to hold clinical detail and emotional truth side by side without simplifying either.

Equally moving are her reflections on family, obligation, and love under the shadow of illness. She writes candidly about feeling she has brought “a new tragedy” into her mother’s life, while also describing the fierce protectiveness she feels toward her young children and the unwavering presence of her husband. Instead of offering tidy conclusions, her essay honors the messy reality of living with uncertainty, finding meaning in small, ordinary moments, and allowing grief and gratitude to coexist.